Andy is not the only one with a headache today...
Poor Travi bud stuck his head in my friends banister at her house today.
after some mini heart attacks had by me and shannon we were able to get his head out...
Why is it so easy to poke through but so hard to get out...we didnt even have to use butter.
man that boy keeps me on my toes.
Andy is still having double vision in both eyes so the tumor is resting on the optic nerve. but he did say today was better than yesterday as far as the eye sight goes.
Hoping to schedule his radiation treatments asap
so we will keep you posted on that.
But I admire my hubby for having such a positive spirit about going through this . Its such an inspiration for me!
Gods bigger than this cancer and I love praying with Andy.
Its such a great time to just be together crying out to God.
I got a wonderful necklace from a friend in the mail today that lifted me up...of a guardian angel.
Its nice to know so many are praying but to have something tangible was such a blessing to me
Thanks Jess...
I just want to thank all of andys old friends for sending cards and support....church friends...ppl getting annointed for us around the usa....friends standing in the gap for us...and all the reports how Andy ministers to ppl...all of those things do not go unnoticed...we keep all that close to our hearts.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Oh My Achin Knees....
So Andys appointment wasnt as encouraging as we would have hoped...Pretty much in a nutshell the VA docs agree with the Cinci docs on how they have been treating andy.
The gamma knife sugery isnt an option based on the size of the tumors and where they are located.
They agree that Andys on the right drug and combined with the right radiaition is definately the route to go...I was pretty discouraged because andy had so much pain in his knees he could hardly walk last night and took 10 baths to relieve the pain combined with icy hot and that only took the edge of a little bit.
His headaches have been getting worse too.
I just wish there was a quick fix to all of this mess.
I think my worst fear is going back to ohio alone with 2 needy kiddos(beautiful but needy...lol)
and a hubby that i cant care for the way he needs because im only one person...ugh
Why does life have to be this hard? why do we have to be so isolated with no support system for all of this to happen.
I know i really need to count my blessings because i have so many but its been a very discouraging day.
I woke up this morning as i stared at the blue ridge mountains it was so beautiful and i felt God so warmly....and nothing at that moment could ever compare or take that moment away from me....I know there is another side....a better side to all of this...
where we will be complaining because we ran out of milk and were to lazy to run 3 miles to walmart to get more.....Im waiting and hoping we can get there soon...
But i know its natural to question God and wonder why? .....as 3 drunk guys stumble into the hotel and are being obnoxious talking about taking advantage of girls and a recent fight....
I think why my hubby? whos been dedicated to God his whole life and never had a sip of alcohol or a drug and says God hasnt healed him yet because then the miracle wouldnt be big enough?
I just dont understand sometimes, but maybe im not sopposed too
The gamma knife sugery isnt an option based on the size of the tumors and where they are located.
They agree that Andys on the right drug and combined with the right radiaition is definately the route to go...I was pretty discouraged because andy had so much pain in his knees he could hardly walk last night and took 10 baths to relieve the pain combined with icy hot and that only took the edge of a little bit.
His headaches have been getting worse too.
I just wish there was a quick fix to all of this mess.
I think my worst fear is going back to ohio alone with 2 needy kiddos(beautiful but needy...lol)
and a hubby that i cant care for the way he needs because im only one person...ugh
Why does life have to be this hard? why do we have to be so isolated with no support system for all of this to happen.
I know i really need to count my blessings because i have so many but its been a very discouraging day.
I woke up this morning as i stared at the blue ridge mountains it was so beautiful and i felt God so warmly....and nothing at that moment could ever compare or take that moment away from me....I know there is another side....a better side to all of this...
where we will be complaining because we ran out of milk and were to lazy to run 3 miles to walmart to get more.....Im waiting and hoping we can get there soon...
But i know its natural to question God and wonder why? .....as 3 drunk guys stumble into the hotel and are being obnoxious talking about taking advantage of girls and a recent fight....
I think why my hubby? whos been dedicated to God his whole life and never had a sip of alcohol or a drug and says God hasnt healed him yet because then the miracle wouldnt be big enough?
I just dont understand sometimes, but maybe im not sopposed too
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